Sunday, April 13, 2008

is it strange....?

Is it strange if I...

  • look at my baby and cry, because I’m overwhelmed by joy just by the mere sight of him...
  • experience this fullness in my heart, and instantly feel blissful and content
  • feel scared just by the thought of losing sight of him, and instantly miss him the moment I lose sight of him, even when it’s just the short trip to the bathroom
  • smile and silently mouth “ka-wa-iiiiiiiiiiiii!!!” at every one of his expression, at every part of his tiny little self, every movement he makes
  • constantly worry about his well-being, imagine unlikely situations which makes me paranoid
  • get tearful at every touching scene in a movie
  • get excited about every little baby fact I read, hear or discover
  • enjoy ironing his tiny clothes and plant little kisses while doing the laundry
  • cannot stop thinking about bubs 24/7...
  • get scared of not having enough love to share if I were to have another baby

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